God’s kindness is to allow you opportunity to move towards Him not to put off that opportunity.
Pray The Word and Prepare for The Word
Romans 2: 4 Don't you see how wonderfully kind, tolerant, and patient God is with you?
Read - Romans 2
We have all been given a guide for how best to follow God. Whether it be by the written law of the old testament or by the law God has given us from within our own conscience, He does hold us to account for learning His way and then following it.
Lord, I’m thankful that your law is now a law of love.
God wants us to know Him, not just His law. When we know both we can interpret the word of the law by the heart of the law-giver. God gives us that law to serve as a mirror into our own soul so we can recognize the desperate need we have for Him.